Fuck the world,
I don't care no more,
I'm sad,
Filled with regret,
I have so many addictions,
Things I can't say cus I'm ashamed of,
I'm depressed,
Everyone asking me if I'm fine,
You all should leave me alone,
I'm not ok,
Thoughts of suicide are growing each day,
The pain won't go away,
Even after my prayers to God kneeling and begging Him to give me Grace,
I'm tired of living,
I'm not happy,
Even after getting everything I wanted I'm still filled with darkness,
I feel like crying,
I can't hold it all in,
Going through life alone is hell,
I tried to get help but it's just fruitless,
Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
Fuck the world,
Fuck life.
©deryl
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