What have became of this, I can't do this anymore.
I looked at you, like your the one, but I have done this before.
I cry because..... I have hurt you, but what for.....
What for.......
Now I really don't need this anymore.
I cry because I'm the one crawling on the floor.
I really don't need this anymore.
So forgive me as I leave....
You'll never see me again!
Because I know how you are, I know your heart will never mend.
Because of what you did to me, it will always be imprinted in my brain, I ain't gonna try and pretend.
Because, deep down inside, you always were my friend.
It's sad for me to even say...
That deep down, I really miss you today.
The fact you betrayed me makes me sad, can't believe I stayed.
But sweetheart, you know me I will always be okay.
But I can't do this, I'm leaving you!!!
I only wish the best for you, I pray.
I loved you.....but deep down, I knew you were never true.
God damn, I fricken hate the shit you do.
Because deep down, I fell in love with you.
But we all fricken knew ...
That I fell in love with you...
But hey, that's what toxic people do.
Can't say I am sorry, because I fell in love with you.
My friend " kenan" wrote this poem with me.
©terrylin53
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