My mind is like a Ferris wheel. It always moved. I which it can go backward. Not back to my past. Back to the time when life was so simple. Now I have too many errors in my life. I just look for a break. The wheel keeps going in my mind. I am overflowing with my thoughts. I keep moving around like a Ferris. Can someone push the stop button? I don't want to keep going and drove the same things. I need a new different view. Every circle has its ending. Take me off the ferries so I can catch up with my minds. The mind never stops running. When it stops I will be in the same spot I was in at the begging. Now it is time to move from the place I am in now. So I can grow as a person. There are so many places I can see. This is the view I have been living in from began. Now it's time to get off. Work on me. Hopefully for the best of my story. That at the end of the ride. Hopefully, I don't fall and fail. Sometimes we need a different view. Because if we keep moving circles. We will be stuck and nothing change. I want to get off. So I can live a better life. As long I am on ferries there won't be any changes. I know this ending. But I have to see a different view. So I can have a different ending. A positive one. Not the same old story. Nothing last forever. I have to take a step down. Before I can step up. My mind is dizzy. Because it is all the same thing. I need to a step. The view is old. The mind needs a break so it can clear itself. I have to challenge myself. To do something different in my life. Put my mind into action. Someone pushes the stop bottom. So I can grow as a person. To make a difference. As long as the ferries moved I can't change the purpose of my life. Now and then you have to change your course. There are many directions in life. Not only one go around in circles. We have to stop and get off. So we can move forward from the past. Take me to a place where there is more opportunity to do. So I can grow and my mind can heal as a person. Not a mouse in a wheel. Just press the button and set me free from myself.
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