The last throw of the dice:
This isn't some suicidal note no not today
After this post y'all gonna visit me at my grave
Took my time in working out my words yesterday
Thought about the outcome well guess its free to say, whether I'm missed or not I left y'all my two cents today.
I did try, to form part of this community
Everything though seems negatively influenced deliberately, my soul kept fighting till I had no strength in me, the battle was bigger then my life so open the door.
Let me in doctor I need those pills once more,
This time after I take them lock the door,
"Do not disturb" sign should be placed on the door, I want this moment to be the perfect escape from this heartless world.
"What am I living for"? Those are words formed by depression, I'm tired of oppression, I'd like to feel free feel the breeze have nothing to think about I just wish to be me live with ease take a vacation to some Ireland and honor myself just for a minute while saying cheese.
Father please.. Forgive me for my sins but today I'm adding one more based on greef, I'm taking my life even if its not mine to take I'm a criminal I demand the death panalty, life isn't fun anymore I'd rather die then see my enemies eat on one table with me.
The Unapologetic poet
10/01/2019
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