I woke up this morning feeling happy
I havent felt like that in years.
I never wanted to be set free but in the end it all felt better to me.
I can finally yell in joy and flirt with other guys.
Somtimes i miss him and want him back i miss all the times we had fun moments i will always miss but things would never work out between us.
He wanted less and i wanted more i realized things between us wont work.
we wasted time trying to make eachother happy when in the end things just got worse.
He beleived that everything will work out and he wanted his cake and eat it too.
I wanted a future together and he just wanted to go with the flow.
He oneday left me a note saying things wont work between us i was sad but had a bit of joy in me knowing where my life is going now i can be set free it hurt alot but in the end i knew id be okay.
Todays the day im happy again i know where my life is going im happy with everything going im finally alive.
next guy i find i wont waste no time.
Im going to start a future now where no one can stop me im putting my foot down to all the guys that are not sure of there life.
Im getting oldder now and time is ticking i want to start my own family and have a fun life that i always wanted love my own kids and grow old with them and just see them grow.
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