I'm at a point in my life
Where I'm giving up
It feels like I'm hanging on a thread
And there's no one to hold me
When it cuts
I'm here surrounded by
Everything that can end it
All in a blink of an eye
I'm still discussing with my self
If or if not to continue
I'm loosing all hope now
I can't continue with this
I never in my life
Imagined me in a situation
Similar to this
I've always been in a sinking
Boat but never into this one
I've watched people surviving
But it was all in movies
I wonder how real life would be
So this is me
Here I'm
Back again
Maybe to my destruction
My final destination
Maybe this is how it should end
With a rope on my neck
Arms slowly bleeding
A suicide note on my coffee table
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
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