Living a life that doesn't matter
Soon your gonna see my blood splatter
Writing with this gun in my hand
Wishing God to me would reveal his plan
So bombarded by demons I can't stand
Now I'm down on my knees
Screaming Lord will you help me please
And put my restless soul at ease
But I'm given no answer
My guilt is eating away at me like cancer
Now I need a miracle
About to commit a sin that's biblical
By putting a bullet in my cerebral
This answer I found is permanently lethal
Looking for God or his equal
To heal me from my wounds
All they do to me is consume
I'm never gonna be a flower in full bloom
Soon I'll be laying in my tomb
With no one missing me I assume
Deaths so close I can't get no elbow room
Here I go now click clack boom.........
©david1981
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