Yes you heard that right
Tonight I'm letting go
I held on so tight
There was no light
For in the dark I dwelled
Dreamed of no one but you
Believed in the past
That what we had
Would resurface
My face facing down
As I walk away disappointed
Almost missing a step
I almost fell back to you
To the dead feelings you have for me
To torturing my self
Hoping for a love lost
I'm walking away
From the pain
Of my past mistakes
The ones
I inflicted on my self
The drops of blood
That fell on the ground
I'm finally leaving
Everything behind
For I'm about to start
My life all over again
Everything that I felt for you
Be it love or hatred
I'm leaving it all behind
Not that I regret
But because I'm done regretting
I'm done with the tears
All these years
I've cried enough
Suffered enough
You tortured me
Broke me
Tormented me
At some point you made hate me
But gladly
It's all in the past
I've moved on
To the new me
To my new identity
©mara_pain
It's not always about pain
©mara_pain
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