My boyfriend ask me everyday
What im happy for today
Im upset most the time for the burdens in my life
Im depressed about what happen to me
Its more that anyone should has to see
I lost my parent and brother thats hard for me
Burying my grandchildren ive lost three
It not fair to have so lost this much
So much that came with heartache you see
Effects daily it wont let me be
May grandchildren taken out of my life
This is something that just not right
My mother gone taken away from me
I no this sound selfish and about only me
But my heart has this ache the i cant stop
Medicine and drug ive try all of them
To block the pain that's the truth
I miss my brother and im feel bad
Didnt say goodbye like i should have
Ive reach out for help for my problem that i have
Something that help me find happiness id be glad
Do you understand why i can't find
Some kind of happiness in this life of mine
Money we struggle everyday just to have a place to stay
I tell him his heath is bad im fixing to be alone
We no this condition he not got that long
So explain what im supposed to be happy about cause im lost and had this doubt
All I can find in my heart
Is that i woke up with you and that how ill start the rest ill say is left unsaid
I cant put to much thought in my head
To think about this life it hard for me
So expect what so
And let the rest go
©tinamarie
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