MY FIRST LOVE. 💗
The darkness is so very cold
Desolate has become my heart and mold 😢
Not a soul to hold
My mind in puzzling pieces
Scattered dreams and melted reeses
Drowning in my iniquity
Praying my Lord will forgive me
Serial sinner, nobodies a winner
Smoking on a joint its a pinner
Self Medicaid, dreams of a caddy escalade all fade away
Suddenly the goals turn as black as coal and and all I truly want is to be loved
Turn my back on the one who gave it all😒
Now my backs against the wall
Playing Devils advocate on both sides, and I know my Gods not having it
As the light begins to appear
The darkness ceasing in fear
The light is so bright its warms me, comforts, and shears
Its my true love the one who created me from above
He never left me in the dark
I just walk away. It wasn't smart
He took my hand and walked with me and reminded me that he has been there from the start. 😏😄
©alafat
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