You may find a lot of things undesirable about yourself. You may be dealing with some issues like bad habits, addictions, insecurities and fears. Known or unknown, major or minor issues. If you have control over some known bad habits, why not work on them? Has it ever been possible for anyone to be perfect? Are we God? We're not. So don't punish yourself for the numerous flaws you may have. Instead work on them as we're meant to have a few flaws to qualify as a normal human being. Surround yourself with people who see your efforts, help you overcome them and uplift you. Never feel helpless or lonely. Seek professional help if required. Find love in good people who help you realise you are perfectly flawed as many others. Don't let anyone punish you or make you feel you're hard to love. Find someone who says I'll help you love yourself instead. On your end, try not repeating those mistakes deliberately. Trying is better than overlooking your mistakes.
Khushi Khanal
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