FLEETING LOVE: Part One
let's talk about break ups,
the ugly ones with acid on your face,
the sad ones, bawling your eyes out,
the ones where you feel all the feels and,
not cause you cheated, buy you got caught,
the ones where the babies are involved, there's a child protection money involved,
let's
break ups can be beautiful,
they can bring a certain a joy in life,
a new hope of someone new,
or the self love, where you choose your 'another' love, man or woman,
as a rebound to reset your radar,
they can also be ugly,
so ugly it's a headline on the news,
where the man did sth awful, or the lady sth nasty,
they're all break ups.
For me,
break up season,
is a time that started earlier on,
when the relationship was birthed.
I first wonder how he is in bed,
whether he'll satisfy me or not, lust..
I then look for the icks, the things I cannot stand, will I handle it?
then, as a woman, I fall for the man,
my math goes haywire and I forget that time has passed,
his smile becomes my rush,
his smell, my high,
his eyes, I love when it wanders around my body,
my heart, ...
i play dumb, I am dumb..
then I notice the time, 2 months, huh?
I wonder, my math kicks back,
And since I lost track,
it negates..
the second phase of the break up..
