Fly
Her walls falling and crumbling into nonexistence.
I continue romancing that thought,
eager for its actualization.
And after experiencing her ... loneliness no longer feels like a character trait.
It is simply time not shared with her.
Who is she...I ask this to myself,
Who are u...I ask this to her.
Touching the depths of my essence.
Awakening things in me I had long forgotten could come to being.
If only she would release as I have.
It tears me apart.
It drives me crazy.
I need her...she is so necessary.
She is a priority.
My favorite part of the night and day.
Why big amma mama?
Why ancestors?
Why can she not see my sincerity in honoring her and my word?
Please intercede, please intervene;
Out of compassion for love--
For the repairing of Ausar--
For the restoring of Auset--
For the rebuilding of the family.
Why doesnt she see that she deserves my love?
That she deserves to love and be loved?
That she deserves to be honored?
...Honesty, faithfulness, respect, trust...
Valued above all earthly treasures.
Appreciating is so easy its almost commanding,
like I don't have a choice.
As if I must be kind and patient.
I must be protective of her, I must trust her, I must keep hopes high with her, I must persevere with her.
Free from pride,
free from bad attitudes,
free from anger,
free from only considering myself and neglecting her,
free from keeping records of wrong doings.
Nevering failing her,
never rejoicing in her despair or anguish, her sadness or worry, her frustrations or anger.
Where did she learn her style?
No other hyptonizes me, entices me, mesmerizes me, as she does,
on the level she does.
And I will show her that the creator does not make a love as powerful as her's without the right recipient who will give it right back.
Your beauty is not a curse nor are the special gifts you are fortuned with.
When I make love to you it is your soul I'm drawn to.
Many times we have made love and I did not even see your body.
But always I feel your spirit.
Always I feel your soul.
Always I feel your heart.
I also feel how tired you are,
how drained you are.
You really don't want to search anymore.
You don't want to test anymore.
You don't want to run anymore.
You want to fly!
So take wing with me my love,
and let's fly!
You've swam, you've crawled, you've walked, and you've ran.
Now let's fly!
Let's be one,
and fly!
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