my focus
was on you
before and after
you left me to
so much so
I lost control
of who i was
because I wanted you
around me so much
tried to see you
be there for you
so much.i had withdraw
without you with me
a very intimate truth
you keep denying
that view of me
for you
yet your focus
leads you away
from me and you
and you still can't make
back to me and you
who's focused on who
©kellidowd
K