I get mad
Because people don't get me
But why, I know I shouldn't
Cause it was my fault
Why didn't I tell them about how I felt
Why didn't I open up a little more
Why did I built those walls so high
Why am I so pathetic
I hate myself for making myself think the worse of you
I hate that I always want more
I hate that I'm always lonely
I hate that I can't ever be grateful
So no, I don't hate you
I hate myself
©scarlett96
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