Hi Dad....
I hope you are listening to me and can understand what I'm saying...
and in hoping so...
I am hoping that you are happy
in the company of your own father
and our Father in Heaven.
I wanted to say goodbye.
I was alone when you died.
I sat by on the step of a church,
(wrong Denomination but I think you appreciate the sentiment.)
and I felt the world get bigger.
I felt the world get dangerous.
Dad...
I want you to know that I was heartbroken when you left.
I was lost...
still am...
Dad...
You gotta know that I loved you.
Love you
despite of the distant and rocky relationship that was ours
Please.
Please feel my sad heart.
Please know I miss you.
Happy Father's Day.
©flailing
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