~never change for anyone~
in it's complexity it intrigues me
im losing faith in what i love
the simplicity for the reader
is truly distasteful to me.
i lost my authenticity getting caught up
in today's hype of what it should
look like
be like
sound like
vulnerability in admission.
"be authentic...but here's how i like it"
edit revise edit revise
this is not why i do this!
"less is more you write too much"
...but i don't do this for you
nore for the reader
but for me.
this was always only for ME
"there is no right or wrong way,
but you're wrong, so wrong"
excuse my frustrations in today's
four stanzas about forced intellect.
but you're not wrong either
unless it's not for yourself
you like it
you love it
you hate it
well fuck it.
it was for my eyes only
august 5th, 2017
~listen to my fear and hurt feelings. i wrote this at a time i was struggling with my depression, someone told me my writing was not good and to change it to sound more like there work.
~embrace your creativity. never change for anyone~
R