Did I loved you?
Why did I do?
Are you worth it?
All this questions came in my mind like a bucket of water splashed over my head.
Yes, I loved you.
I did because I just do.
You are worth it because you're worthy to be loved too.
These are my answers because, once upon a time, when I still..
Love the way you smile when someone's teasing you
Love the way you laugh when you find something funny
Love the way you smirk because it suits you
Love the way your face looks like every time your serious.
Love brushing your hair every time you sleep in my lap
Love pinching your nose because it's taller than mine
Love staring at you because I can't seem to get enough of you
Love everything about you even though I'm certain you don't feel the same as I do.
Well, I didn't considered myself as unlucky, because I found someone like you and became my first in everything.
You've made me happy for those days which are short-lived
You've made me sad every time you leave because I'm not one of your priorities
You've made me cry because of your insensitivity
You've made me question myself if I still want those days to continue.
Apparently, love really blinds us and makes us idiotic. I've covered my eyes and ears for the truth and I've thrown all rational thoughts just because..
You said you love me, but I know that I love you more
You said you've changed, but you're still the same
You said you'll never leave me, but you pushed me away
You said you'll never hurt me but you have done it anyway.
©craze_lysa
C