Monday shall come I will be within your company once more. I shall be on edge, anxious to begin our day together with a heart felt message.
I thought about it many a time, adding new things and disregarding at the same time, like my brain is a calculator, adding and subtracting making space for something better to say.
All these thoughts, have been playing in my head since the moment I knew wanted you for life, since I knew I needed you.
My darling girl, I can't begin to think of life without you. You were by my side when I hit rock bottom, when I was lost from myself wandering so mindlessly. It was you that brought me back.
My mind can't compute anything when your not around, I feel so alone, I feel unwanted. I feel... like I don't belong. Yet in the comfort of your presence, I am happier than I've ever been. It's like all the negativity that dwells within me is non existent. And it's all thanks to you.
I wish to be blessed you everyday until I pass to the after life, I wish to make you happy each and everyday. Your my everything, and I can't stand it that your not mine, that your not by my side.
See you Monday my gorgeous...
©danmcb
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