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forbidden love

Love is a mind battlefield
Missiles fired at my heart camouflaging what’s real
The moment you said you don’t see me in your future
I couldn’t help but burst into tears
It felt like a bullet at lightning speed striking
Straight through my heart
The moment you said you don’t see me in your future
It was like everything I worked so hard for disappeared
The long hours texting back in fourth
The flirty messages that made everything feel so real
The moment you said that you don’t see me in your future
It felt like everything was for nothing
You keep apologizing but it doesn’t mean much
Its not your fault that love sucks
I know you can’t control it
But what if you’re the one that I truly loved
I feel so heartbroken, sad and hurt
It feels like I had a bullet through my heart
One that I can’t remove
Everything we had felt so real
The moment you said you don’t see me in your future
Was the day that this bullet appeared
Sometimes I feel like you’re a tease
Acting all hot and lovey towards me
Till the day I try and make what we have official
The day you said you don’t see me in our future
Is the day I knew everything is about to change
I can feel it now
I feel a depression rising upon me
The day you said you don’t see me in your future
What is one to do when they have feelings so strong
Even though you know its wrong
I can’t stop talking to you darling it’ll be to hard
Lockers right next to each other, lunch and clubs
When I see you in the halls and you wave at me with a smile
Baby it drives me wild
We text just as friends then we both feel more
Flirt and end up back into the situation we were in before
Broken hearts on both ends we are a forbidden romance
What Is one to do in this situation with feelings so strong
It leaves both of us confused and our hearts left with a bruise
There is no right answer it feels like no matter what we do
We end up here back with me loving you
Broken, sad and hurt when the reality hit
The day you said you don’t see me in our future
©ashlynn267