Wishing and wishing, that's all I have been doing, these past few months.
But it seems that is all in vain, for no matter how much I wish, it just never comes about.
How is it that you are so close, but yet so far?
How is it possible, that you bring so much warmth on my coldest of days, yet you are the reason why I am constantly stuck in this winter terrain?
Rain is constantly present when I think about you, but the sun's rays are always there when I see your beautiful face.
So close yet so far, that's all you'll ever be.
My warm summers day, but the reason for my cold rainy day.
My reason to smile, but also my reason to cry.
The person who makes my heart flutter, but also its breaker.
I feel so many emotions at once but I know it will never get validation, for this is no foretold tale.
©tai_chii
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