I can't explain all the things I've ever did
But I definitely know why I did them
Gave my number to a nigga
Wit no intentions to see him
Fell for a bitch while tripping off the way she looked at me
This was 2015 but I'm still dealing with the drama
Fast forward 5 years I'm still dealing with my mama
Still my Queen , who was I for her to earn that title from me
I didnt realize how much she meant till she was taking from me
Idk If i killed her faster than she killed herself
I use to want to trade places thinking life without a body would help
Fast forward a year & all I wanna do is live
Jump over a hurdle of past events & forgive myself
©porsha..
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