When I am in pain I forget what it's like to be sane,
When I am sane I forget what it's like to be in pain,
So I want it to come back,
I want the pain to return so I can remember what it feels like,
So I can yern for my sanity again,
Yes it hurts and yes I wish for it to stop,
But it's all I know and so it gives me comfort,
It gives me a chance to wish for something better,
I could have my sanity back but at what cost?
I could be in pain and have hope that it'll get better or I could have my sanity but lose all that I am and have nothing but that,
So pain is my friend and I take it in with open arms so I can wish for it leave the next day.
©sophia28
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