Going on 2 yrs riding this train wreck
and I'm ready to jump off Lies and Anger pushed everything I loved away blind to all the pain and hurt I displayed, It made me into a monster I never thought I would be snapping drinking ain't helping anymore,I'll just do a lil just to help numb my worst nightmare climbing into my dream,Now this monster gotta bigger appetite everything I worked for to get the perfect family see it being faded blowing smoke in a empty room with a person who felt empty,No hard feelings for your Mom Alicia and illy she did the right thing and cleaned house,still do anything I can for her in this world because she have me a lil baby that is my world,Please forgive me for all the hurt and opening old
wounds,they say time heals all wounds well I'm finally healing and wanna clear the air take the first steps to recovery and still have time to turn around and be a decent dad please forgive for the monster I made that took your happy home and life and the first guy to break your heart was your Dad never meant to be that kind of dad but I'm taking the first steps and cleaning out my conscience and would like to be apart of your life again
©droneking
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