*INNER CONSCIOUSNESS*
Hey you there yes the one typing this in,
what happened to you? why do you let this man do you in?.
I try to reach you when your staring into the mirror but the numbness has taken over and muted me out,
letting in his lies and false hopes just to crush them again without a doubt,
look at our lovely face it's beautiful but you don't see that,
you see a stranger trying to cover the bruises with that make up crap,
you use to glow and everyone saw the beauty that shined from within,
but you let him beat you down and made you afraid of him,
you use to take charge since you got a second chance to live life,
next time? there might not be a next time it's rare to live twice,
your a goddess! its a shame your treated this way,
the sad part is everyone knows what's going on and they seem to look away,
so beautiful it's only up to you to live or to stay...
*MYSELF RESPONDING*
Yeah yeah I hear ya I hear ya all the time,
I want to take action but there's these other people in my mind!!,
maybe I'm crazy, wait... yes I know this,
I have the torn heart, and the bruises to showcase like it's show biz,
he's no longer the man I use to know the one who won my trust,
now I spend most of my time searching for his adultery and running myself fucking nuts,
I get kicked down and beat back up,
so I learned to bow down and say sorry and shut up,
I have no family, no friends and everyone else knows what he does to me,
my throat is parched from all the cries for help so it's RIP to this FORGOTTEN BEAUTY.
I lay in bed and talk to myself cause there is no one,
no more love just numb, I'm stuck in limbo with these demons and him how fun...
this is something very personal I made up. It's kinda like a poem/ rap about my life inspired by Eminem's song "my darling".
hope you like... thanks.
©meika
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