I don't even know what to call you, your not a father to me
Cut you out of my life, fuck that I'm cutting you out the family tree
You chose this life you don't wanna be apart of your future's teachers
You'd rather be a dead beat dad and pouring alcohol by the liters
Broke and lonely you scared off everyone that once loved you
You'll never get to see your grandchildren you'll just be in the rearview
I may not be in their life right now but they won't grow up being fearful
Because killing off the monster you helped created is more than a prayerful
Not living in the past anymore cause I'm missing the present
The kids I have in my life gave Me a 2nd life their heaven sent
I hope it was worth all the pain you caused by the love of drinking
That ain't gonna be my life anymore cuz my clocks ticking
I still pray for you and still love you I hope one day I can give you forgiveness
Test me now I'm more grown up and have fighting in my DNA
I don't know how I came from you I have at least some common sense
You'll be cut off like a new series that just got canceled with no action or suspense
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