FOUR AM•{SLEEPLESS AGAIN}
Hopeless times approach,
giving into the chaos,
Strangely I find
comfort here, in awe.
Impatient & interested
in what will come next.
• ~ •
...And so,...
the rampage begins
Against the grain I can't win
I must assimilate the waves,
(Observe chemical reactions)
{Substance Unknown}
\<•^•>/
Drain Me,
Keep me in the dark..
I don't want to take part,
{I Prefer to be numb}
*•~°~•*
Nothing great can
come out of this.
Hostage to myself, I fear.
I fear myself collapsing
on a razor's edge..
And then I'll realize it
when it's too late.
~ • π • ~
The Rampage is making
me Sleepless again...
Numb again, I need
to ease my mind.
{A slave to the illusion}
Trying kill what burns inside
Sleepless again, I can't win!
^°•~•°^
Only the serpent entity knows,
when the curtain falls.
Under denials blindfold,
Greeting another day
with a fake smile..
~• = •~
Don't believe in the
mask of the world.
It adapts to any lie,
A perfect ten,
When reality caves in,
Tell my ghost,
'cause I'm the one to blame,
For all I don't want to know.
I found a numinous secret
about life's dark undertow...
🔺▪️☯️▪️🔺
Life's wrapped in a riddle,
If we can't figure it out
We let it take us away
& then we crawl back into place
like a so called good person,
It's easier to cope behind
a curtain of Self-righteousness.
No thoughts in the blind
about the consequences.
▪️◾ ♋ ◾▪️
I must wipe the worries away,
Unaware of my shadow,
The deepest other within.
Something never to neglect,
In my dark moments, I become better,
Within destruction, I see clearly.
Pacing deaths trail
Letting it take me so far away.
Desensitized to the odious
cruelness of this world
{A world on deaths door}
👌🕉️👌
{~Om.•.Aieem.•.Hr
