If I wrote down all the things that I want to say next, would you say that I was blessed? If I tore down all the signs that shadow the blind, would you think I’ve lost my mind? If I said out loud, things the deaf can’t see, would you still believe in me? Does it really matter, I don’t care about the law. Flash before your face is merely a flash of embrace. If I lost my sense of taste would it make my life a waste?
Pick out holes in your stories, like graffiti strewn across your curved bedroom wall, yet now I feel like I am so much taller than I gave myself credit for. Did you know I was watching waves on your ceiling, the reflective shimmer was a small glimpse of hope, but I’d have to say nope because it made us all broke, one step closer to a stroke, what is that smell, burning toast? I was never the host.
The things I used to see, while you slept next to me, glimmers of hope, or was it a flat panel monitor, shining like an aura on your wardrobe door, there was no need for the flora and fawner, because the light show I got to see was so much warmer, gave me company when I felt alone, in your home, couldn’t even throw me a bone, so I broke into your phone when you were alone in the hospital zone.
I drempt of green, green grass, outside your bedroom door, four stories high and I’m still awake, four days of Sunday, by this time I can no longer play, just look on in dismay. But it didn’t hurt feeling you slowly decay, I sensed the fray much sooner than the rotting of that day. I just lay awake at night, living a separate life, it was always more fun living in my head, how else could I survive being stuck in your bed?
I don’t care about the hours of dread, or the silly insults you said, mear words just as I’ve always heard. How could words hurt if I have no respect for the words you spoke, just as you predicted, flew in one ear and out the other, how could you hurt your lover if he wasn’t listening to the other. Words can cut deep when you follow them like a sheep. Didn’t know I had that picture did ya? Cause and affect is what you said, drink some water and go to bed, the drugs are messing with your head.
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