Alone with not a soul to turn to
Left to fend for oneself
The feeling of being unwanted is consuming every centimetre of my being
like a sinkhole
The perpetual dread of abandonment
The way trust is broken which leaves you maimed
Years go by as desolation ambushes my soul
Neglect forces the blame on ones self
Drowning in a tsunami of dread
Trembles are part of my daily routine
People say home is where family is
I spend days neglected, ignored, undervalued and unappreciated
What is home
Deppression and anxiety are my new best friends
I can't eat
I starve to death
©babymochi
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