I feel the disbelief course through my veins like adrenaline each time something reminds me of you
Those reminders are ever so frequent, because I am stuck in a world where you, Lindsay and I walked through with open arms grasping for a better tomorrow
I am terrible at dealing with loss brother, utterly disgracefully terrible. You know how I am when I break down, I just lose it because of my mushy heart. . . I shall not compare my loss with your immediate family, no. They lost more than I did, but it does not mean that I didnt lose a great part of my soul too.
Frederick Kwarara Todi, what happend to "let's do this for our children, lets walk ahead and cut a track for them to follow" "Later Faith and Mounette will be besties like us"
Kakaegu kudougu hesisimu 💔
"Mi bel na stap na nogat kaikai ya, husait stilim tinfish na hait na karem kam givim mi" Papa GOD my heart hurts so much . . .
Mi sa wok igo na in the back of my head I hear you laugh na mi sa tanim na painim tsol yu no stap, Frederick oh brother please come back and I hug and appreciate you one last time ðŸ˜
Come back and tell me no woman you are not doing that right its like this, come back and come drunk crash at my cabin and spill your heart out about how much you love your Imelda and Mounette, come back and we yell at each other for no good reason, come back and I will say I miss you too and not tease you about missing me.
HALF OF MY HEART YOU TOOK MY BROTHER. You were not related to me by blood but became my big brother ðŸ˜
People say you get over the hurt eventually, no you dont. You never do. Frederick its been a year without you brother. I would give anything to see your face again my brother. Nobody will ever replace you for me. I MISS YOU BRO, TILL WE MEET AGAIN WHERE THE SUN HUGS THE OCEAN. SAIL ON SEAFARER. MAY GOD LEAD YOU ON TO THOSE GOLDEN GATES
©lisathea
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