let the day come when I'll be free to love without fear
free to care and cherish without prejudice
the day when I could love with all I am and have
let the wind blow closer the day when I can let my heart make decisions
the day when I could trust its decisions
I am tired of this limping faith
this frailness hovering around my strength
I'm tired of doing everything alone
I'm really tired of being all I have
let the day come when I can really trust wholly
trust, when can I call you friend
a best friend, how do you really work?
how do I unknot this fears mistrust has caused?
how do I get to close my eyes and let every ounce of me flow with the moment?
just being myself with someone who's also being their best
uncovering these attitudes and growing through all the pains
when would the day come when the days won't be surrounded by people yet I'm still yearning for people
I'm in this hall filled with all these people laughing and smiling yet I look out the window with my arms wrapped around myself in solitude.
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