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freestyle 💜

im feeling really lost right now
as if everything for me is in my reach, caged,lock and key
just wanting peace seems to be the most expensive thing in the world
how much of my sanity am i willing to have it?
how can i be willing of peace when im a pragmatist?
a musician(perfectionist)?
can you all that say you understand, really see my vision
or you walk with me in disbelief
do you really pray for me
or you rather text your friends about your opinions instead
yea, he leads me by the still waters
i cant fight if i tried
my growth wont allow me
my ancestors nourished me in the pastures
he pours and oil drips from my head
i wipe my face,they kiss my tears
hands me new numbers, another scripture
and send me on my way.
i cant give up now
i cant get tired yet
pass the valley
i can see the table from here
(amazing how he speaks and keeps me in my poetry this is a freestyle, but prayer so to say.
i was really down at first in my writing not noticing that i was even praying, lol.. may God bless you *Selah*)
©farimarie