Freezing Self
Doubts are troubling me
I am having this new beginning
But myself wanted me to retreat.
Hopes are gone
Faith have gone flew away.
I don't know what to do
Yesterday,I was full of hopes
And now, I have lots of fears and doubts.
I let my self cried in my world
Where there's only one to blame
Yeah, it's me.
I am freezing with my agony.
I wanted this so bad
But the coldness of success
Challenges me with a sunrise of wisdom.
I wanted to freeze the doubts
I wanted to do something that I forgot I have fear with.
This time when the sun don't bother me
To unfreeze the fears and doubts,
I would rather let my self crawl with pain
To see myself from being low and weak,
Cause my freezing self is killing me quickly.
Yesterday I tried it with my best
And now I am at my weakest point.
Point of falling far from my best self.
I really don't want this,
This self that changes a lot
I wanted to be out of my freezing self.
I wanted to show the world what I can do
Behind this long coldness that is ready to shine brightly.
By Rissa Desaliza
01/05/2018
Photo credits to Ria Len Desaliza
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