I think I screwed up
we went on a date
it goes well
but no 2nd
I need closure, I got it
just friends
I'm happy
crush was a fantasy
but now...
your messages lift my heavy heart like a million helium balloons. Every time I am sad I want to reach out to you. The tiniest of messages light my smile. enough energy to run a mile.
are we too lovers lost looking for a connection
maybe close friends with a undefinable bond
or are we simply replaying the enduring torment of unrequited love
over and over and over and over
I don't want to lose u
I love u
as a friend
or as a lover
the joy u bring is addicting
can u blame an addict for wanting a fix
either way I die
overdose or withdrawal
you choose
©coral
C