I feel like a failure ,because I act like her abuser,But this was just parts of the pain she wanted me to give into because there was nothing more than pain to her,She was a good actor actually made me give up on everything,She put me on her alter to watch me bleed ever drop I had,now she wants me again because I was a achiever ,but I know she will play me again.But I think of my friend's words "I deserve more" and I let her slip into the void that dont deserve my comfort.
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