I stared at your pictures for fifteen seconds.
taking in the beauty of falling for someone unknown yet I couldn't look away.
my eyes had a sentimental gleam in them yet I still couldn't look away.
falling crashing wanting to be near you these emotions has a hold on me yet I found myself reading your profile edging to the inbox button on my phone.
"Hi, beautiful" and Three seconds later the conversation set off sparks.
my heart pounded out of my chest.
subject after subject the butterflies wouldn't adjust.
you were the most exciting most precious highlight reel of my night.
suddenly we were exchanging numbers with longing eyes.
waiting to text each other every day.
not wanting nothing more than to talk to each other no matter how late it was.
in the night I wanted you.
every text I ached for you.
suddenly the first time we video chatted the I love yous was longing and true.
yet I couldn't get enough of you.
I wanted you for the rest of my life.
you told me you wanted me to be your last boyfriend and that you wanted to Alabama just to be with me.
in that moment my heart stopped.
my breath chased the wind.
a smile linger on my face and all there was love.
a million miles away and yet the girl of my dreams wanted to be with me forever.
still nothing changed.
you still love me.
you still want me.
from crush to love.
you still care.
and that tears me from limb to limb.
it rips me at my core.
fore every time you say you love me I want to hear it more and more.
just a whisper.
like music.
you're a part of me.
and you wanted to marry me right now I wouldn't refuse it.
fore you are my sweet escape.
my kryptonite.
my pocket full of sunshine.
yet I love you and you're all mine.
©darkdeity
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