Title : Full Disclosure
Consistency , reassurance,
The Unfortunate keys to unlocking my true heart
Confined by truamas overtime a heart working overtime inprisoned by broken promises .
I'm afraid that the verbal and psychological abuse has made me too damaged to be loved too much work.
So pretty such a shame .
Come into this world I created for myself and support my delusions at the full disclosure that some days I maybe unable to be stable in loving you back.
Some days I'm unable to love at all unable to attach myself even to myself .
Some days it's as if I woke up in a room full of those past traumas and heartbreaks
So at full disclosure I'll need a pass on loving you some days .
It's nothing you did but everything you do because it's something I'm not used to.
©leilo1218
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