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Gamer Boy

I knew you liked me
Just never knew how much
Until you spoke up
I was shy and blushed all the time
Everytime I got a message from you or we would talk online I was always excited
I dont think I ever told you how much I really cared for you
I miss you Gamer Boy. 
And I wish we spoke like we used to.
I've been thinking about you a lot lately.
Honestly more than I sometimes care to admit
Gamer Boy you were the one that got away
I cant believe I was so stupid to let that happen
What if we stayed connected
What if I moved you and your son out with me
I still have every letter you sent me
Out of everyone I wrote, you wrote me the most
Even more than my parents did
Gamer Boy those letters kept me going far more than anything else
And I couldnt wait until I could be online with you again
So close to me yet so far away
Gamer Boy if you ever read this 
If you ever find this, know this
You will always and forever have a piece of my heart
I could never let you go
And everyday I didnt talk to was the worst pain ever
I'm so sorry I put you though that
Gamer Boy I hope you found happiness
I wish that happiness would have been with me
And as much as my heart breaks at times to think of you with someone else 
I am so happy that you were able to find true love for you and your son
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