Gemini

I fear being alone again,
But at heart I'm a ronin,
I fear being hated,
But being an under dog in my favorite,
I fear to leave people unpleased,
But I love self indulgence's ease,
I am strongly religious,
But so scientific I sometimes doubt my belief and accords,
I always have the right words,
But at times I lose my will to speak,
I am positive that I can adapt to never be weak,
But just want a woman to save me, give me a second life,
I love being husband and Dad, she just hated being wife,
Dualities strife,
My vida Loca, light and I'm dark,
Give light without spark,
Be dark with a heart,
Gentle giant but dangerous papa bear listen here,
I crave love, but skin and build Garner fear,
Want you to know,
But don't want you to care,
Just like not noticing I'm losing my hair,
My mind and head laid bare,
I just want to create,
But destroy the normal mind state,
Think out side the box,
But in the box I think circle and 4 triangle,
Rather isosceles,
I think that I am a God, crazy like Kanye or Ramases,
North or South polar,
Cold as ice, but condition as a soldier,
Subdued but incrediblely bold,
Follow rules and code,elite,
But don't like to be told what to do or abide by code to a game where you people cheat,
I build kings in how I plan,
I am a self made man,
I am not vain,
But love the pleasure & pain of shaking my own hand and I am Able and Cain.
©dexxtoby