Memories haunted by torture and pain
Scattered fragments of trying in vain
Loser was written all over my name
In all my attempts I suffered the shame
I pushed back but yesterday's lost
For that I already suffered the cost
My heart is a void where darkness exist
The place where temptation is hard to resist
I'm pushing the present that seems gloomy
The current situation is not even homely
My whole being still feel outta place
I can't believe that I'm such a disgrace
I'm not sure if there is a future for me
Misfortune is all my negativity can see
But a little ray of hope still shines bright
All I need is to get through this night
©lenni-x
L