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Getting it right

I have been wondering lately
What is going on in my life right now
Why nothing good is coming my way
Ways to avoid my parents mistakes
And how I am going to make it
Because life has become more tough and everyone is struggling for his own..
Already in this short phase in my life,
I see traits of foolish mistake I do everyday
And nothing I ever wanted to be mine comes to me...
What way have I gone wrong
Where did I miss this chance
Where I lost focus
Past 12 years, I see regrets
And same thing keeps happening
But the freedom has long began
And the victory is coming
I have come to realize for some to be successful
Trails, struggle and pains will always come
I have decided to stay strong and be determined
Because my parent are expecting much from me
And I can't just let them down not after everything
And I know for sure
A day will come all what I need and deserve will come with ease

©honeybel