I've been searching for 46 years
But I've been misguided by fear
Still trying to figure out myself
And if I'd ever be enough
Everyday there is something new
Things I never knew I could do
Honestly, sometimes it amazes me
How it was so hard for me to see
Some days I beat myself up
For not making in to the top
Constantly lacking confidence
Some days sitting on a fence
How can I have faith and doubt
What is my life really about
One moment I can touch the sky
The next I just wish to die
Getting to know oneself is hard
Probably the hardest thing ever
Coz you're always back at the start
All of a sudden you don't feel clever
©lenni-x
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