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GIMME THE SCALPEL.

I wanna fix me while I can...
Gimme the scalpel
Don't look horrified
Gimme it NOW.
No time to revive
The doc that fainted on the floor
At the sight of my demise.
I wanna fix me while I can...
Hands don't shake as
I cut deeper
Let no one think
I ain't my own keeper
There comes a point - and this is it
When a straight line becomes steeper
Going down...
Colors splash to form bubbles of glowing blood...
The tiles on the floor fly up to form a high ceiling...
Hair from my pony tail shrivels up and fall on my knees...
I'm underwater - in outer space -
Stuck in a dimension
Unvisited by those
Who have kept their sanity intact
I need to fix me while I can...
WHERE IS THAT KNIFE???
I've cut deep before
I know what I'm doing
True I've said that before
But you don't understand, Nurse
You don't live inside my head
I wanna get me out while I still can
And only I can fix me up.
Enough is enough.