I have a lot to say but i don't know where to start
I tried letting you in but it's like i shut you right back out
And it makes me want to cry my lungs out
It's like i want you so close to me but I'm keeping my distance
I want to be with you but I'm denying you company
I don't want you but i don't wanna lose you either
My mind is playing skip and tag with me
I'm not confused, I'm not sure if i am not
I'm just trying to protect myself from my worst fears
So I'm clinging to my heart, afraid of handing it to you
But i wanna give us a chance
I promise i will try
So please forgive me if I have doubts
I just need some time
I'm taking some steps
I hope i will meet you half way
So please for me
Just keep holding on
©innahm
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