I gotta give you up it’s tearing me down,
I tried to hold on but I feel like a clown,
I did my best but you still upt and left,
And you ignore half the texts that I sent,
I’m sick of pretending I’m ok just so you benefit and stop apologising
cause I don’t want to hear it,
your apology means nothing to me,
I’m done, I’m numb and I’m over this, feeling like I miss you, when you’re out doing whatever the fuck it is you do,
I give up, you don’t want me anymore and that’s okay,
Now you want to be friends but it’s like cutting my veins open with a knife, it’s a kick in the face thinking about you and knowing that I’ll never have you, you were the best thing that ever happened to me but I think it was all a dream, I’m dillusional as hell I mean you could never love me I don’t know what the fuck you seen in me, I guess you didn't see much, you just seen me as temporary, until you found someone better now you’re fed up with love and all the drama but baby that’s all you and your actions speak the truth, I’m done with the games so it’s time you lose I’m out of your life for good.
©br0k3ngirl
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