I know i said I would never quit but this is now and that was then,
Im so close to giving up and giving in,
My patience is running thin,
Im tired of carrying what I hold inside,
Its a pain so great I can't describe,
It hurts so bad I don't wanna be alive,
The guilt I have for everything I've done,
That caused me to lose my number one,
That guilt that I carry within,
Is most likely sure to win,
Its gotten the best of me im ready to give in.
©matthewg
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