i cant live forever calling out this same sound
sobbing the same tears
doing the same fucking dance
i just ask for your love nothing more
i free verse this poem to send you a message
its to tell you i can no longer move on
i....i cant live arms length apart
not from you
i still feel your tender lips
i still have your clothes at my house....
i cant live without you
incapable to dress properly
i cant even force myself to look in the mirror without seeing your ghost beside me
that smile that's embedded in my head
i still feel your ass grinding on me on those nights where we feel strongest
the moonlight that stretch across our room...my room
im so tired
y would you leave me in this shape just got up and left no secound thought of what would be left
you left me here to fall to my knees and cut with this dull ass blade
cut away the pain
cut away the endless sin
im numb
i cant move
im scared to live
but also scared to die
where am i falling to i told you one of us will have to go
god hated that we bathed in each others sins
but obviously i deserve thee punishment for it
curse me to live on this fucking rock with no purpose to stand for
nobody to cry on
not one soul to connect with
just...
i just wanted to be happy
all i ever wanted was for you to be happy
thats all...
now i just have to let these pills settle in
i love you
and im sorry
Z