Go tell them

I am confused.
They told me to be nice but
they treated me rude,
They told me to be strong,
So I became one,
They said I was inconsiderate and unemotional,
Go tell them I am confused.
I am indecisive.
They told me to choose smartly,
To chose good over bad,
I chose good, they said I was selfish and
full of pride,
I chose bad,they said I was dumb and
cheap,
Go tell them I am indecisive.
I am stuck.
They told me life is a struggle,
I struggled they claimed that I was wasting my time because I wasn't worthy it,
So I decided to sit and observe, they said I was lazy and unchallenging.
Go tell them I am stuck.
I am puzzled.
They said I should be unique,
I became unique they said I wasn't fitting in,
I became the same as the rest they said I am not creativity and that I am too ordinary,
Go tell them I am puzzled.

I am changed.
They denied me of a clear ground to stand,
they wanted me to be someone they
couldn't understand.
So go tell them I am changed.
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