I never wanted to kill myself.
I hang my emotions on a shelf.
I lost my feelings when I was twelve.
I gained the hunger without the wealth.
They all been asking about the problems.
But no one seems to want to solve them.
My mind is broken, it doesn't involve him.
The light is there, but is just simply dim.
He keeps it that way and fuels the other six.
No thought, just destroying whatever he picks.
Anger wants more time but cant stand the tick.
But she confused him, and out went the wick.
Anger killed Sadness. I visited the grave.
Is this all it takes to be considered brave?
Or is it better to take a life or to save?
This is why Happiness was still in her cave.
But an old ghost is back. Confusion was born.
Happiness and Passion came back for more.
Sadness maybe gone but will not be mourned.
Without Fear, Anger is alone and yet not torn.
Happiness hates Anger, but Pity is made.
Anger over Sadness. That's a fair trade.
My moral code may not be up to your grade.
But atleast my code is strong, it wont fade.
Many people want to fight us, this is true.
Our internal war is more important than you.
Your drama will cease, your what Is through.
Your drive is lost, but mine has never moved.
With the loss of my friend, my anger rose.
Regret after regret, this is what I chose.
I let it control me, other emotions just froze.
I overlooked opportunities, I suppose.
In the end my mind is in a confused state.
My bad luck is gone, life has became great.
Maybe I am lucky, or maybe this is fate.
I have thought about this alot, is it to late?
Changing from a monster that people despise.
To a protector, and to see joy in my eyes.
If I look in hers to long, what will I find?
These are thoughts that Go Through My Mind.
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