in this world in which I live I have all the necessities I have whatever I need to make it through
and I still sit and think it could be better I could be better she could have so much more
am I wrong in thinking this way am I the one that should hang my head in shame
or should I continue my fight and not a damn person for help in which they have no intent of giving anyway
in my mind I feel the answer is to keep fighting a war I'm not intended to win to strive everyday to be a better me and never give in to a destiny that has been predetermined
so why do I feel so guilty for fighting for a better tomorrow fighting for something better for her
all I know to be true is that I can not stop what I have begun I have cleaned myself up and began a fight for what is right I owe her this much
she is an energy that is fighting for her inner peace she is the woman that raised me and I would not proudly call myself a daughter id I didn't try my best to help her..
so here I stand alone in this one man's army fighting a war for a wan I call mom who hates me fighting for her inner peace fighting for her soul to feel at ease
with this woman that raised metry to block my every move without knowing she is what is standing between two world that determines if she will remain a tortured soul or if she will find a level ground where she can find some kind of peace with herself..
will I succeed I have no clue that's not what I think about today I'm this fight what is in my mind today is what is my next move what pawn can I move to get me one step closer to a goal she is trying her best to prevent...
Angela Oaks
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